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I don't normally do this kind of meme, but I was specifically asked to do it; I was going to decline, but I have found others' responses interesting and amusing, so I thought I might give it a go. But single sentence answers never work for me (which is why I don't normally do this kind of meme): they is always more of a story to tell, and this is all about telling stories, so it might get a bit long – twenty five paragraphs...

  1. I don't like doing what I am told. People telling me I have to do things results in me doing what I want to do. This doesn't always benefit me, but at least I do what I want to do.
  2. I play the drums. I haven't actually sat at a drumkit for many years, but it is integral to me: I play the drums. It is why this journal has the name it does. I got my first drumkit when I was thirteen; I still have it. I bought my second drumkit when I was sixteen, and it featured a large 26” bass drum; it was formerly owned by the drummer with Sparks. (The case actually says Sparks on it.) I sometimes dream about playing drums – it is deep within me, and flows through a lot of what I do.
  3. I learnt to play the alto saxophone. When I first started earning money, I decided what I wanted was a saxophone. I found playing the saxophone very meditative: it is all about breathing. (Give me a straw a drinking straw and I can demonstrate circular breathing; although I could not use circular breathing when playing the saxophone.) I got to be moderately good at the saxophone – I had good rhythm, good tone, good breathing – but I couldn't improvise. I stopped learning – and palying – when my teacher, Dick Heckstall-Smith, said I needed to make a decision: to get better, I would need to practice more. Realising I was never going to be Bird or 'Trane, I have barely picked up my saxophone since. I do, however, still keep it.
  4. I like music. I like lots of music. I grew up listening to jazz and rock – my father was a jazz fan, and rock was what everyone listened to when I was growing up: my older brother would play lots of heavy rock bands. I spent a lot of my teenage and later years going to gigs – I saw a lot of bands. I only got into jazz when I went to university, and I found I missed the music that my father had been playing all those years (and which I thought I didn't like).
  5. My musical heroes are John Coltrane, Miles Davis and Duke Ellington. I don't think I have any other heroes. It amuses me that they are all black. Duke Ellington is somewhat complicated by the deep, unfathomable connection to Billy Strayhorn – it is hard to tell where one starts and the other ends; but then as Ellington said, he was the one on the bandstand.
  6. I have three degrees: BA (actually, strictly speaking it is an MA, I think), PhD and an MBA. My BA and PhD are in botany, and took me around the world.
  7. I like learning. I like doing new things; I like exporing. I like making mistakes. I think these are all the same thing.
  8. I have a fascination with ferns: the subject of my PhD was bracken. I was one of the few people who actually tried to grow bracken – for most people, it is a weed. I currently have three ferns – Adiantum hispidulum, Platycerium sp., and several clones of a specimen of Polypodium aureus; it is cloned because I chopped it up and got it to take in more pots. (Actually, I think I have two clones and one pot of sexually-reproduced P. aureus.) The Adiantum and Polypodium were growing in pots of bracken – Pteridium – which I was growing to study; which means I have had them for at least twenty three years.
  9. I like walking. It is the main form of winter exercise for me. I walk a lot. (It ties in with playing the drums: all that rhythm.) It is one of the things which defines me. A few years ago, I walked a marathon, and I did a pretty good time – 5'40”, faster tan some of the runners. That same year, I did three extended walks to climb distant mountains, each more than 22 miles plus all the ascent: so I effectively did four marathons in one year. I have never been as fit as I was that summer.
  10. I am left handed; almost radically so. My left hand dominates. (Surprisingly, I play the drums right handed; one can only play the saxophone right handed – it is the way they are built.)
  11. I take photographs; I have done since I was fourteen: I got my first camera – a heavy Zenit E – in October 1974. I think I must have taken more than 40,000 photographs – and that is a conservative estimate. Photography is my main creative pasttime. It is the way I see the world. Usually in abstract, in shadows.
  12. I like cooking. I ike cooking because I like wine. I like wine and whisky. These things are all connected. I think I am quite a good cook. I make it up as I go along; and I rarely cook anything very complex.
  13. Did I say I liked wine? I drink a fair bit; not too much, though the Government thinks I am an alcoholic. I get through a couple of bottles of wine a week, maybe three; and I often have a dram or two of whisky – always Scotch – late in the evening. I always keep two days out of seven when I don't drink; I stick to this rigourously, on a rolling seven day average. (Except when I am on holiday...) Deciding what to eat on those days is always a quandary, since I think good food just tastes better with wine. Similarly, but differently, I try to make sure I eat vegetarian meals a couple of days a week, too.
  14. I like books. I really like books. Not as much as many on my f-list, though. I grew up with books: my father worked in publishing; my grandfather was an author, editor and publisher. There were always books around – our house had a lot of bookshelves. Although, it has to be said, many of them contained jazz records.) As a teenager, I used to read proof copies for my father – whatever was hanging around – and spot typos and things: I read a lot on holiday. I still do.
  15. I like rain forest. This stems from the botany. I have spent a lot of time in rain forest (although not for the last few years). There is something about big trees: the first time I went into rain forest, as a student on an expedition to montane forest in Tanzania (I wanted to go to Greenland; I got slightly distracted – the only expedition I could find was going to Africa. I made it to Greenland several years later) – the first time I went into rain forest, it was awe-inspiring; a very humbling and spiritual experience – our existence is nothing to the trees, standing over 150 feet and hundreds of years old. But it is also very fragile: cutting a path in the forest, it become a stream, and the soil washes away. After only a couple of days. But, hey, tree ferns – amazing things!
  16. I am an accountant. Botany didn't pay; well, also it got boring, and back in the mid-eighties wasn't a good time to be an academic. I am not, though, a typical accountant: I don't actually do any accounting (aside from on my own account), and haven't for years. But having spent many years as an accountant, that too is deeply engrained in my thinking. Just a bit warped is all.
  17. Connected but different is working woth numbers. I am good at working with numbers – making sense of them: seeing what story they have to tell. If I see a column of numbers, I feel a need to add them up. When I am swimming – another meditative form of exercise - I do percentages in my head, just for the hell of it. I am not very good at stats though – I know how to answer questions, but I don't necessarily understand the answers.
  18. In case it wasn't clear from the last answer, swimming is my other form of exercise; but it has a pretty strict season: March to November. The end of November through to March, it is just too horrible usually to go swimming.
  19. I live in Edinburgh, which is my favourite city (New York, Amsterdam and Paris are all up there, though). I am planning on moving back to London, after an absence of fifteen years, which will be interesting and, I hope, very rewarding.
  20. If I had my time over again, and I knew back then what I know now, I think I would choose to study economics, psychology or the history of art. I may well do one of these courses in the future, but I can't decide which, so perhaps I shall just remain a dilettante. I like being a generalist. I like dabbling.
  21. I like writing about art; surprisingly, I find it easier to describe works of art than music: perhaps music effects me more emotionally, so that analysing it doesn't really make sense.
  22. I don't believe in God – I am a rational-atheist – but, if I did, the deep blue of the sky would be proof of God's existence.
  23. I can click all eight of my fingers against my thumbs. This is connected with the drumming thing. I have a partuclarly strong left-middle finger snap. For me, the perfect dance is distilled into a raised eyebrow and a snap of the fingers.
  24. Talking of dance, I really love watching modern dance and ballet. It is, for me, the perfect match of music and theatre. I have to like the music to like the dance though – and I cannot dance myself if I don't like the music.
  25. I have a variable notion of truth. My truth is only one perspective; someone else's perspective might be differnet, but equally true. If I were ever called as a witness as part of the legal process, I would have a real problem with “the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.” These things can never be known, and it is arrogant to believe they can.
  26. Twenty five? Fuck that. Why should I stick to twenty five? I refer you to my first point...

Date: 2009-02-07 12:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
People telling me I have to do things results in me doing what I want to do.

What happens if someone tells you to do something that you want to do?

It is the way I see the world. Usually in abstract, in shadows.

I see the world differently because of your photos. I see the abstract more than I used to.

Do you see people in abstract, in shadows?

When I am swimming – another meditative form of exercise - I do percentages in my head, just for the hell of it.

Percentages of what?

(Although, I love this. If I'm stressed or bored, I have been known to factorise large numbers into primes. I used to do this a lot when I was going out with Rob, with whom I went to a lot of bad theatre and opera.)

Date: 2009-02-07 11:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
What happens if someone tells you to do something that you want to do? They wouldn't be telling me that I had to do it; I would agree with them anyway.

Do you see people in abstract, in shadows? No - although shadows are definitely part of it. I think one reason I like taking pictures of jazz musicians comes from the shapes their bodies make with the instruments. But usually if I am taking a picture of someone, they are very much the subject. I think I am good at taking informal portraits - social gatherings, parties and so on - but I don't like taking formal pictures: I hate posing people, they go stiff and unnatural.

Percentages of what? Usually the proportion of the distance I intend to swim; sometimes I estimate how many strokes I have swum, and what that is as a proportion of the whole. I am not good at primes...

Date: 2009-02-07 11:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
I am thinking of adding an addendum, too.

27. I like to ask questions; it is how I think.

28. I love baths: reading in the bath listening to music is one of the world's greatest pleasures.

I could go on; I probably will.

Date: 2009-02-07 02:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
Or the Archers! I was thinking that the Archers and Spurs could be numbers 29 and 30.

Date: 2009-02-07 02:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
And of course there are stories behind all these things.

31. I like stories. There needs to be a narrative.

Date: 2009-02-07 03:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
But you don't like roleplays.

Date: 2009-02-07 04:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
That's because

32. I don't like performing; I like being me. I don't like pretending to be someone else. I once played a stuttering Cossack in a pantomime (a long story): I had to really get into the character for my one line. Although it wasn't a Cossack: it must have been a peasant - the line was "The C-c-c-c-c-cossacks are coming!"

33. I used to do lots of technical stuff in the theatre: I did sound and lights and a bit of set building. I enjoyed lighting best and sound least, partly because when you cock up sound, everyone notices; if lights are good, no one notices, and it is hard to cock up too badly.

34. I once adapted a play from a book, and then directed it. I also designed the set, the lights and the sound - all of which were integral to the play. I loved doing the adaptation (which I did working through one night), the lights, the set and the sound; I hated directing. During the one performance, I sat in the audience; and at a crucial point, I pulled out a drum from under seat and hit it very hard to simulate gun fire. The audience had a shock.

I think we have spoken about all these things (except, perhaps, the pantomime).

Date: 2009-02-07 09:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
Did I know 34? Are you sure? I don't remember it, and I'm hugely impressed. What was the play?

Date: 2009-02-07 09:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
This: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dispatches_(book)

http://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/product/product-description/0330255738/ref=dp_proddesc_0?ie=UTF8&n=266239&s=books

I thought I'd told you. It was done as a play - adapted by someone famous who's name escapes me - at the National in the late seventies. I was very impressed, and I wanted to do a cut down version, but Michael Herr wouldn't allow the rights; so I just did it myself (not sure about the copyright there, but it was only for one performance!). I knew the book very well, and simply lifted the dialog to form a more or less coherent whole. I really enjoyed adapting it - the only bit I didn't really like was the directing!

I later tried to write a play - my take on Lord of the Flies, set in a rain forest (natch); it was going to have "jungle drums" going all the way through. Unfortunately, I didn't like the characters (including the one based on me) and killed them off within five pages. Which didn't really make for a satisfactory plot.

Date: 2009-02-07 09:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
Oh, that does look like exactly your sort of thing.

Why do you suppose you didn't like directing?

Date: 2009-02-07 09:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
I'm not sure. The actors were all quite experienced (student) actors, and I found it hard to get them to do what I wanted them to do - I have never been particularly dictatorial.

I had a very clear vision, but it was hard to articulate. I felt in control (ha!) of all the other bits, but not the actors.

Date: 2009-02-07 10:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
Ah, okay. I wonder whether that's about tricks of knowing how to get people to do stuff differently, or about having a dynamic vision that expands to take on what the actors give? Or either, or both? I haven't directed, so don't know.

Date: 2009-02-07 10:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
Not sure. I knew how to get all the bits to do what I want except the actors. And of course I had never acted, so I didn't know what it felt like.

Date: 2009-02-07 10:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
I am inexorably reminded of the fact that you only lose your temper with machines. That could be number 35.

Date: 2009-02-07 10:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
Also bad drivers and people who cold call me, and useless call centre people (although I always feel guilty about losing my temper with call centre people, since it isn't really their fault).

Date: 2009-02-07 10:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
I should bloody hope so! They have a terrible life. It's like going down the mines for the twenty-first century.

Date: 2009-02-07 10:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
I know, I know, I know! But the point about losing one's temper is that it isn't rational. Hence the regret.

Date: 2009-02-07 10:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
As long as you apologise afterwards.

Date: 2009-02-07 10:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
I usually do; I can't promise that I always do. I am, of course, not perfect.

Date: 2009-02-07 10:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
True. Especially your liking for cricket.

Date: 2009-02-07 10:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
It isn't something I actively follow.

Bit if a liking for cricket is the worst thing about me, I think I'm on pretty safe ground. (As opposed to a sticky wicket...)

Date: 2009-02-07 10:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
This conversation makes me crease up.

Date: 2009-02-07 11:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
I'm surprised you give a toss.

Date: 2009-02-07 11:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
...Boundaries?! ;) xxx

Date: 2009-02-07 11:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
Touche. You win that one.

Date: 2009-02-07 11:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
You played a good innings!

Better than England, anyway!

Date: 2009-02-07 11:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
That's pitching it a bit too strong.

Date: 2009-02-07 11:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
A bit of a googly.

Not to mention my leg-over...

Date: 2009-02-07 11:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
I'm surprised you've got the balls to mention that. Aren't you risking a leg-break?

Date: 2009-02-07 11:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
For someone who doesn't like the game, you know all the terms!

You've caught me out. :)

Date: 2009-02-08 11:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
35. I don't like reading poetry - I have to turn the lines into prose so that they make sense. But I do like listening to other people read poems, when it seems to make much more sense.

Date: 2009-02-08 11:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
36. You like black and white cats the best.

Date: 2009-02-08 12:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
I'm thinking of starting a new meme: "100 Things". It might take a while, though.

Interestingly, I don't feel one or another type of cat defines me. Perhaps I like any cat that likes me - Smokie I think is a lovely cat, largely becasue she gravitates to me.

Date: 2009-02-08 12:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
If you came to London, you could get a cat...

Date: 2009-02-08 12:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
Not if I lived by myself, I think. I could, I am sure, have had a cat here if I really wanted one - but I don't think that it would have fitted in with my lifestyle.

It makes much better sense to visit friends to borrow their cats, I think.

(And I would just like to take this opportunity to highlight how much I have resisted the temptation to fall into adolescent slang and giggles.)

Date: 2009-02-08 12:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
Mostly. Except with the poking.

You know someone who will let you borrow their cat?

Date: 2009-02-08 02:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
I had thought I might see occasionally see Fox and Wosk; and I expect D&A might let me see their cats, too.

Date: 2009-02-08 09:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
Who knows, [livejournal.com profile] liadnan and [livejournal.com profile] pashazade might as well, if you're really lucky.

But I don't think any of us will let you borrow them.

Date: 2009-02-08 10:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
For borrowed, read stroke.

Date: 2009-02-08 10:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
You may stroke the kits.

Date: 2009-02-09 09:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
Assuming they'll let me stroke them.

Date: 2009-02-09 09:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
If you play your cards right.

Date: 2009-02-09 09:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rhythmaning.livejournal.com
You know me - I'm not a gambling man. ;)

Date: 2009-02-09 09:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frankie-ecap.livejournal.com
No dice then.

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